Why can’t I stop eating sometimes?
I think maybe it’s because, although I’m not depressed and much happy, there’s yet something that’s missing in my life…
Usually for most of us our eating rate increases when we’re in a situation that would make us feel nervous, like exams for example. And often people start to eat unhealthily and a lot when they’re depressed.
But what’s wrong with someone who is neither nervous nor depressed but who suddenly becomes addicted to food on one day? It might be an eating disorder…?
For me, I don’t think that’s the case.
I think that if I start to eat too much I feel that it’s because my mind unconsciously wants to replace something that’s missing right now in my life. That explains why I’m never satisfied even when my belly is full – I still want to eat something. Anything.
In fact it’s all psychological.
Right now I miss my school friends, (we’re in holidays) but mostly our fun moments spent together – it’s an abstract thing that I’m missing but my body thinks that it can fill that friendship emptiness by eating because food usually fills up my physical being. Unfortunately it just doesn’t work for my metaphysical one…
Or maybe I’m writing nonsense and the plain reason for my food addiction is that I got that wicked eating habit at school and I just can’t get rid of it. xD
Anyway thanks for reading my weird thoughts as usual
An Evil Nymph.
PS: Just for you information, this post was written like 2 days ago… Sorry for the publishing delay.