7 Symptoms of Infatuation… or Love?

As I’m still 16, I don’t have much experience in it, but when I think that I’m in love, when Cupid pierces my heart with one of his arrows, I feel:

1. Nervous when I’m close to the person.

2. I feel like I’m blushing a lot.

3. I quick glance at him and when our eyes meet I get so excited.

4. I become very shy.

5. I just don’t know what to do.

6. I fear deceit and rejection.

7. I just really want to communicate but I feel paralysed.

Is this love you think? Because in fact after some time, even if I begin to make friends a little bit, I become tired of loving and therefore in the end it’s just a good friend. That’s why I don’t want to embrace in a relationship because I fear that I might reject the person… or worse, that he might ignore me (and that because it already happened to me!)

But as I’m still in puberty – I guess – I think that what I feel is infatuation. 🙂 Therefore I’m not very into that subject although I’m 16… I prefer to wait til the boys become more mature… like when they hit 18… and me too!

Though I’d just like to know what are your opinions on love? I’d love to know what are your thoughts on it, if you’ve ever met true love… how was it? Or if you think that an adolescent shouldn’t worry too much about that…?

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I shop, You shop, An Evil Nymph shops…

Hey yesterday I went shopping after maths tutoring with my friends and we made our biggest purchase at a shop called “Creative Home” which sells lots of beads, and other little things that you can use to create your own jewelleries or to customize anything else.

Here are what I bought and which conveys much my meaning of an Evil Nymph:

black skull bead

A black skull! It’s a pendant and I really liked it as it represents the growing gothic side of me 🙂 and evil of course! It’s sort of like a mirror: do you see my hand holding the camera through it?

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